Nobody really cares enough until you are at your demise. Everybody will use you from birth if that is, they know what you' re worth and most of this is thru observation. Some times its best not to let people know you unless a privilege position allows you to . So who really cares about your livelihood that is mostly in a position for everybody's service. Once they thru with you, you can be deemed unvaluable, but it doesn't go for evrybody...so keep your eyes open
It's not your fault its just a matter of keeping things closer than you thought. Sometimes your enimies could be your friends and you not know it or the latter...you could be plotted on for anybody to trump on you in the hour of your demise ... Sleep wit one eye open or don't sleep at all... Just imagine being in the spotlight type position; if it got impossible just imagine how many alternatives you would go thru just to visualize any form of sanity.